I don't know which one is worst, me escaping from what I've gotta do, or me not doing what I should do.

Escaping no1

Blogging issue. I've always wanted to write something, but every time I came here, I've got nothing to say, which makes me jump from pages to pages.

Escaping no2

I've gotta study, but when? I've gave the time enough to gather myself and start mugging up. Hopelessly, I'm still where I am.

Escaping no3

I wanted to practice, I did, for a while. The practice wasn't up till standard.

Anyhow, I came to the conclusion that when I've got too much thoughts on my mind, I can never write something. I mean, I've been watching way too many movies this recent, from something serious like Wall Street to The Curiosity of Chance. Movies that I can finish are mostly quite interesting, well, at least that's what I tell myself after spending so much time on a particular film. It's either you sit in the cinema for 2 hours, or you just non stop clicking the next video button on youtube. Anyhow, I find that movies are such a great way to gain your knowledge, as for experience wise. I know they're only actors acting what they've been told to act, but I always wanted to feel more than just seeing them act, am I even making sense? LOL! Who cares.

Since I don't know much about economy and so the movie Wall Street made a huge impression of how money works in Wall Street. Well, I just haven't thought that it would be something like that. Anyway, the main plot about this movie is HUMANITIES. Everything comes from there.

Whether you're a good person, or a bad person, humanities lies between everything.

I do believe in second chances though, cause when it comes, it comes.

I think I'm gonna buy the book and read eh, since my english is getting worst, and mostly there's this line in the movie that I like really much. It was something about insanity.

"We do the same things over and over, and hoping for a different answer. That's called insane."

I don't know, that's all I could remember.

Anyone who knows the line, feel free to tell me.

I woke up around 5 something this morning, which makes me feel really dizzy right now.

I mean, I'm actually typing words with the feeling of everything is turning around. LOL!

I really gotta sleep now.

Good night.

I'll update tomorrow.

"NFTB"