Sunday, January 31, 2010

To Raymond.



You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
http://www.elyricsworld.com/keep_holding_on_lyrics_glee_cast.html
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through



"NFTB"



People already moved on, why can't you.
What are you holding on?
You're such a piece of crap.



'NFTB'
I wanna change, badly.
The drama.
I don't know what is seriously wrong with 2010?
Why so much drama?
First come my fucked up emotions.
After that, poor Raymond.
Then family drama.
Seriously fucked up.

And school is like everday an endless pile of homework.
Which I kinda is the best distration of the day.







Sometimes, I wish that everything did not happened.
And I was just a normal 17 year old living his normal life.


No one really gets what I'm going through.
And as if people wants to know what is wrong with me.



"NFTB"
I just found out that acctually I'm not really ok.
I'm just telling myself that, cause I thought if i keep thinking that way maybe I'll feel better.
Obviously, it's all crap.

Saturday, January 30, 2010



And I am telling you
I'm not going.
You're the best man I'll ever know.
There's no way I can ever go,
No, no, no, no way,
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without you.
I'm not livin' without you.
I don't want to be free.
I'm stayin',
I'm stayin',
And you, and you, you're gonna love me.
Ooh, you're gonna love me.

And I am telling you
I'm not going,
Even though the rough times are showing.
There's just no way,
There's no way.
We're part of the same place.
We're part of the same time.
We both share the same blood.
We both have the same mind.
And time and time we have so much to share,

http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com/2009/12/glee-cast-and-i-am-telling-you-im-not.html

No, no, no,
No, no, no,
I'm not wakin' up tomorrow mornin'
And findin' that there's nobody there.
Darling, there's no way,
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without you.
I'm not livin' without you.
You see, there's just no way,
There's no way.

Please don't go
Away from me
Stay with me,stay with me
Stay, stay and hold me
Stay, stay and hold me
Oh please stay and hold me
miss me
Try and miss me
Try and miss me
Oh i know, i know, i know you care

Tear down the mountains,
Yell, scream and shout.
You can say what you want,
I'm not walkin' out.
Stop all the rivers,
Push, strike, and kill.
I'm not gonna leave you,
There's no way I will.

And I am telling you
I'm not going.
You're the best man I'll ever know.
There's no way I could ever, ever go,
No, no, no, no way,
No, no, no, no way I'm livin' without you.
Oh, I'm not livin' without you,
I'm not livin' without you.
I don't wanna be free.
I'm stayin',
I'm stayin',
And you, and you, and you
You're gonna love me.
Oh, yeah, you're gonna love me,
Yes, you are, love me,
Ooh, ooh, ooh, love me,
Love me,
Love me,
Love me,
Love me.
You're gonna love me.




My feelings towards you.
But it's my feeling, who cares?
You don't even care no more.



"NFTB"

Sunday, January 17, 2010

This is very good.
That stupid user disable the embed thingy. tsk.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2H9DGcy0dg






Well, this is also ok larh.
But I prefer the one from Glee itself.






And this is super amazing.
Who would see It's my life and Confession pt2 mixed up together.
Very nice. =)



"NFTB"
Glee Fever. =P
Don't care about what's with the past,
the present, is what we must focus on.


Seeing Pei San and Ning having a great time in their class.
I'm happy for them, seriously.
Sometimes, I just wish I can be always be on the side where the fun things always happen.
But that's just not possible.

S3SH jia you.
We're much better then we think we are.




"NFTB"
I really need to sleep.

Monday, January 11, 2010

I just found out
Studying takes my mind off everything.
But everything comes back in after doing that.

The emptiness in me is getting bigger.

You're doing that to make me move on.
Yeah, I know that.
And I don't feel right, at all
It's unnatural.



Screw you.



"NFTB"

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Mr. Lonely
你的笑容是恩惠 世界难得那么美
于是追 要你陪 可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑 叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说 在萦回 在体内是什么 在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓 寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废 做什么都不对 Oh … I’m not okay

我假装无所谓 才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废 就会越多安慰 无论(有)多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇 能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为 能摆脱寂寞我什么都肯给 就像个傀儡

Sometimes, you just need some lyrics to help you describe your feelings.
Gary's a genius.



"NFTB"

Friday, January 8, 2010

The first week of school.
Was like hell, teachers giving us all the dates and crap that we need to do this year.
What's with that? Damn




I just found out, I got no where to turn to.
My family. War between mum and dad. Speechless.
CTAL keep shutting me out from his world.
Maybe it's a good thing? Who knows?
Friends. They're facing the same things as me, should I bore them?



Damn.





"NFTB"
You don't really care, do you?

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Tomorrow is the first day of school.
Senior 3 Science Harmony.
With only 30 people.

I don't get it.
Why did all my fellow classmates got transfered to the other class. Damn.


To start things off.

I don't wanna be so emo anymore.
It's for my own good, and you'll be much relieved.


Study hard.
For the good of my future.

Be a good friend.
Stop letting anyone down.




Overall, just be myself.
The one and only Liko Lee Kerr.
This is how things roll. =)





"NFTB"
Off to school




CTAL
I love you.
Although you don't want me to, but I can't.
Not now.
No matter how hard I try.
The feeling is still here.
I'm kinda fed up of trying..



I don't know why am I doing this to myself.







FUCK.
Wake up larh, LIKO..





"NFTB"

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Dear readers*i know not much*,
HAPPY NEW YEAR



It's the NFTB Happy New Year. *YEAH!!!CHEERS&SCREAMS*


2010.
UEC sia?
Damn stressed, can feel it already.
Aim, Singapore, NUS/NTU.


I'm so gonna get that Braun Buffel Yellow Wallet.
But it's a bit expensive.
Gonna start saving.

Damn, a lot of things to do before school reopens.






CTAL
You're the best.
I wish there was more time that we can spend together.
I wish I get to know you better.
But, everything stops here, now.
So, just let it be.
Live goes on without any hesitation.
Learn from the mistakes.
Cherish the moments.
I LOVE YOU.



"NFTB"
JIA YOU.


Friday, January 1, 2010

Everything is going back to the beginning.
I don't want it, but I don't have a choice.
We learn.
We move on.
We see into the brighter future of tomorrow.




This is how I'm starting my new year.

2nd of January = New Year.









"NFTB"
I love you.
CTAL, you the best thing that ever happened to me.

Although the time is short.

It's more than enough.

I'm leaving with no regrets or what so ever.


I just wanna say, I love you.



You know, I know, We know.

"NFTB"