To be honest, I have never thought of myself making it this far in life.

I always thought that life would somewhat end on this random day where I was sitting in class, or something.

But since I'm already here, it feels relatively weird.

Things feel unreal, yet they are real.

I guess this is the part of growing up that I have yet to experience.

And by the way, the thought of needing to present yourself to your future employer sorts of frighten me?

Which I don't really understand why, cause during the day I'm like, yeah, no problem, just go in, sit down have a chat with someone you barely know, and try to sell yourself and wish that he/she would eventually employ you?

But during the wee minutes before dozing of, the fear of being judge haunts me.

Oh well.

Even the fact that friends that used to meet up on a daily basis no longer meets up.

I guess it's part of the growing process.

NFTB

I hate it when you wanna do something and money becomes the main constraint.

I have heard too much stories of how parents making the wrong investment on the wrong children.

Why can't someone invest in me.

Like just for once, I wanna go on a trip where I don't have to pay for anything.

Just for once, it's enough.

I guess we eventually will move on from things, either we want to or not.
It's a matter a fact that us, simply human beings, being able to adapt to whatever scenario and eventually move to a new equilibrium where life is at peace.

Let the past make peace with the present.

And hope that all is and will be well.

After all, what can we possibly do?


"NFTB"