Of feeling dejected, betrayed and belittled.

I guess I always have the tendency of trying to put the people I care about first, instead of me, which is the main reason why I'm currently stuck in this situation.

Just when you thought that you have good friends that you are able to share literally everything with them, but end up being not shared about what's going on with them, makes me feel so dejected.

To know that where you stand in this friendship, this society, just makes me feel so worthless.

You're such unworthy friend, hence I cannot trust you with what's going on through my life.

I guess that's it.

I hate living.


"NFTB"