When you love someone and it goes to waste.

Could it be worse?

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Never felt so alive.

I guess music is the thing that keeps me alive.


The audition was alright I guess.

I found out that I am a guy who plays music in a french manner, which is slow and fast.

Actually, I didn't intend to play in that manner, but I was so nervous that I was rushing against myself.

Which the conductor find it rather French.

There were so many mistakes.

But I have a feeling that I'll improve a hell lot more in this coming few months.

So, please be prepared. :D



"NFTB"




Lastly, I am now, safe and sound.

So it's one week till audition.

Well, if i don't get in, i wanna say thanks to the people who I've played with for the previous seasons.

Getting to know so many awesome friends, that ain't easy.

Comparing last week and the week before, i have improved.

I pushed myself into finding out how to improve myself.

I guess i really ought to do that more often.

I just think that if i didn't get the spot, nothing will go to waste.

So if i don't get in, i guess it's time to put the flute down and star a new instrument.

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She is simply awesome.

Why does every move I've made goes wrong.

So sick of always doing the wrong thing.

What do you do when opinions, thoughts don't collide?

Woke up earlier than expected.

What the fuck is wrong with me.

Continue sleeping as i don't see the point of living anymore.

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Woke up earlier than usual, was thinking what the hell should i do?

Then close my eyes and sleep back.

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What were you doing when you were 19?

How do you determine what is a waste and what is not?

Life is never easy.

Everything has an option.

Just keep calm.

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I have became afraid to go to bed.

It's just so hard to fall asleep.

:(


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