Sometimes in life, you just gotta do somethings that you'll never forget for the rest of your life.


I know I'll cry until xiao.
But still, I gotta do what I'm gonna do.

No regrets, for sure.




"NFTB"

The evening star is shining bright
So make a wish and hold on tight
There's magic in the air tonight
And anything can happen... tonight?

"NFTB"

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Had a good day.

Good Christmas Eve.

Heh..

Well, I just sat there, somewhere around Raffles Place and enjoy the view.

Yeah, that's what I did for Christmas Eve.

And that's good enough for me.

=)

The view.

I sat around there, beside the grass.

CAMWHORE! XD

:P

Random views.

Random.

Changed the place.

Was with Joel eh.

=)

That hotel.

I find it looks like some random building in Europe, no?

The tiang that changes color.

Hahah.

Oh, and I finally bought a new jacket.

It's from Uniqlo.

Yellow vs Grey

Yeah, it's a bit too much.

But I like the combination.

"NFTB"

Off to bed now.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

IT'S CHRISTMAS PEOPLE.

Yesterday went to Wendie's at Raffles Place.

Well, we chatted a lot.

Then when he went to buy something. I was bored.

So I zi pai. WAHAHA

That uncle behind damn xian.

=.=

Yeah, when I was taking the bus home.

It passed by Orchard.

So, that's the so called Christmas tree.

With balls? LOL

"NFTB"

Merry Christmas everyone.

I just found out that I'm madly in .... with you.

Damn.

Seriously, I cannot take you out of my mind.

Even when I'm meeting with other people, you're still there.

Aiks.

Life is damn unfair sia.

"NFTB"

Forgot to blog about something.

Every time when it comes to band exchange activities.

HIN HUA always have the LOUSIEST instrument.

Stingy school.

I hate the piccolo in school.

'NFTB"

The MPYO at YST.

Well, the hall is not that big.

It's kinda similar to Dewan Philharmonic.

But it's not that dry, DP is much dry than YST.

YEAH. MJW.

Congratz.

Well, you gotta love the WOODWINDS of MPYO.

They're very good.

The tone of the awesome basson is still my head. heh

YST

OPS?

"NFTB"

Off to Singapore tomorrow. YEAH.

The concert is finally over.

We know where and what we are.

So, it's time to pick up again.

Btw, NYJCSB did a fantastic performance!

LOVE IT!

"NFTB"

Didn't slept much last night.

Mostly, it's because you were on my mind.

I don't really know who to turn to, and I sent you a stupid text.

My brain is not functioning well.

Feel so damn retarded.

I'm making myself suffer.

I'm giving up.

This is just not right.

"NFTB"

TO THE READERS OF THIS BLOG:

You're gonna see post emo stuffs for the next few post.

aiks. Be prepared.

Hmmmm.

So, I got crushed again. YEAH!

Feel damn like crying.

But I won't, can't see the point.

We do things to make ourselves happy.

But there are times, you just do things to make yourself suffer.

Aiks.

Tomorrow will be a better day. For sure.

"NFTB"

I'm confuse.

So the things you did, is it normal?

It's not that I don't enjoy.

But, you're kinda crossing the line here.

Aiks.

I hate things like this happens.

You gotta choose between being a slut or being a good boy. Damn.

So, should I make it clear?

"NFTB"

That guy really have some Gaga moves. Damn, he's good!

The chorus guy is a bit opera, no?

Best poker face vid ever. =)

Too hilarious, I watched it like a lot of times.

"NFTB"

GAGA

So, people usually leave me waiting like an idiot.

And I usually fall for everything other people said.

Damn, I should really learn how to wear masks.

"NFTB"

I'm damn xian of waiting.

Off to bed.

The hope and expectation of new found love.

Even we're not sure, but it's there.

To you

Well, don't really think you'll ever read my blog, or maybe you don't really know I have a blog?

Anyway, it was fun hanging out with you for the past days.

Although most of the time, you were the one talking.

I just sat there and listen. But still, it's still fun listening to whatever crap that you're saying.

Too bad you're attached. =(

But I'm still glad that I have you as a friend.

"NFTB"

My all time favorite song.

Was looking through the music files, and I found this song.

The voice

The melody

The lyrics

The feeling

You just gotta love it.

"The story of my recent life. I like that phrase. It makes more sense than the story of my life, because we get so many lives between birth and death. A life to be a child. A life to come of age. A life to wonder, to settle, to fall in love, to parent, to test your promise, to realize our mortality -- and, in some lucky cases, to do something after that realization. " ---- Have a Little Faith, Mitch Albom.

He's a genius.

"NFTB"

Why can people be so irresponsible? I really don't get it.

If you can't get over with someone, why did you go find another?

Seriously.

Of all the people I met, I gave you my number.

Really, off all the people. And it's you who break my heart.

You've been acting all along.

I'm just complaining here.

I'm doing that to make me feel better.

I did actually teared. I don't know why, maybe it's because I haven't felt this way for a long time.

And it sucks.

You're a bastard.

FUCK YOU.

"NFTB"

You're one of those kind.

Totally not responsible for words.

And I thought I can have future with you, how stupid can I get.

"NFTB"

For the next you, please don't break my heart again.

Finally to blog.

LOL.

Woke up around 11am today then went to Starbucks to meet with my sis.

She's there with her friend, they're studying their exam for tomorrow.

So I went there to do some revision for Math.

The pictures below are took when I'm bored, or I can't think of the solution for the math question that I'm facing.

My new baby. LOVES!

Retarded much?

=.=?

It's cold, ok?

Damn, I'm hungry now.

Waiting for mum to be bank and she's cooking fried rice for me.

I love her fried rice.

It's frigging nice!

"NFTB"

Everyday will be a good day.

Feeling as pathetic as before.

Damn.

Beyonce - Sweet Dreams

This song is rockin my world.

"NewsfromtheBoy"

Stylish and hot.

"NFTB"

Just got back from dinner with my primary mates again.

It's always fun meeting them, such great people.

LOVES!

OHMYEFFINGGOD.

You know what did I do this morning?

I studied math, chapter 1.

Did it's 总复习题 and 统考题.

WOOTS!

I never thought I will do it.

But I did. Kinda impressed with myself.

Add oil sia!!

"NFTB"

P/S: Chapter 2 tomorrow.

Is it me, or it's the world frigging unfair.

Damn it.

And yet I always ended up alone.

I'm trying the best I can, and yet the results are still the same.

Why should I try some more?

Is there even a point?

A Levels or UEC?

"NFTB"

For once I wanna do something about love that is dramatic.

Doing the craziest thing in the world which can makes you feel good for the rest of your life.

Without any regrets bare in mind.

and no one's on the page with me. It sucks, big time.

Just let it be.

For what I learn today,

Good conversations always come with a sad end.

"NFTB"

P/S: Live the present, you'll lose it when you turn around.

Gotta love the belt.

Frigging unique.

"NFTB"

There are a type of people where they can make you feel like you're the only person in the world.

And when you turn around, they're gone.

They won't say a word.

Damn it.

I hate it.

Due to the boredom that's killing me.

So I went to Sunway, again?

Yea, went there walk around here and there.

Looking at the moving crowd takes things off my mind.

Had Subway for dinner.

Was damn hungry.

LOVE TUNA!

Then wait for the bus back to Klang.

Then again disappointed with some things.

I know you're a busy person, but seriously are you paying enough effort?

Then walked home and found out that no one's home

Again walked to centro to starbucks

Waited for 1.5 hours eh.

Was bored, took some pics.

Below.

Ah, the glasses of NFTB

LOVE.

Aiks.

You just don't know how I felt eh.

You don't even bother.

I deleted your contact.

Moving on.

=)

"NFTB"

未来，究竟为何物？

为何要来折磨现代的学生？

成绩，要来干嘛？

文凭，要来干嘛？

进大学吗？

用来赚钱？

但是，最后呢？

有工作又有钱了呢？

我们究竟得到什么？

文凭，成绩

是社会的需要，还是人类的需要？

本来认为，态度 不是最重要的吗？

成绩再好，态度再烂

有人喜欢你吗？

有人会接受你吗？

大学？

为何要读？

说真的， 我觉得我们 理和 的废材pasar malam计划其实是很不错的。

每天过着开心的日子

一群朋友有说有笑

不好吗？

结果，被婉洁骂了一顿

说我没骨气

是， 我真的没骨气

成绩

烂到极限了

英文不及格

物理拿个30+

我还能上大学吗？

要怎样跟别人竞争？

Pasar Malam计划。

很开心

没烦恼

"NFTB"

我真的不知道我要什么了

Supported Betty Ang's cultural dance event at school today.

Overall, the event was kinda fun eh.

Although we hate the first part of the event.

Pics to be posted soon.

Frigging tired.

Sleeping now.

=)

"NFTB"

Met someone quite interesting eh.

Happy with the feeling right now.

Class is dead.

Only 10+ humans inside.

I got no idea why should we go to school.

We just sit there whole day and let time past.

Some of them are playing poker, some of them playing with the laptop.

Damn, a waste of time.

I'm sleeping late now so tomorrow can go to class to sleep.

=D

"NFTB"

Let Me Hear Your Voice.

You need to love the scenes in the mv.

They totally suck a Japanese.

The scenes are to die for.

"NFTB"

You gotta love the hair style.

"NFTB"

Talk about style and fashion.

Frigging awesome!

Love the last one the most.

G-Dragon is wearing some nice green skinny. NICE!

"NewsfromtheBoy"

Hmmm. I just choose to not care about the exam tomorrow.

Well, it's only paper 1 which we just need to write essays.

Everyone is making a big deal out of it, and I got no idea why.

I mean, there's been 3 exams before so this is the last.

Why so nervous?

LOL!!

Anyway. The party with my primary mates were fun.

It always felt good after talking with them eh..

Yan Li's cute sister.

Frigging cute. She's only 3 eh.

Anyway.

Did something really not good.

But it was for the good.

I rather you hate me now or I keep lying to your face.

When you're on the cliff of something important.

You ought to make the right decisions.

=D

"NewsfromtheBoy"

Exams: MUGGING!!

Shit.

I'm friggin emo right now.

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO ME?

"NewsfromtheBoy"

There should be so much why in life.

Just put up with it and go on.

"NewsfromtheBoy"

Right, I'm blogging right now.
S2SH is filled up with the frigging brain of mine.
What the hell?
Anyway, I'm waiting for WanJie to come back from her dinner then we're going to catch a movie at the canteen, but the frigging hostel lion dance freaks just wouldn't stop playing, super annoying. SHIT.
This week came through very fast eh, never thought it would finish that fast.
Exams are near. I'm not ready for the exam.
I'm dying in physic.
Physic class is really like hell. The teacher just keep on teaching tong kao ti.
And ignores about the students whether they know what the hell is he teaching a not.
I know it's our fault that we're not putting much effort in doing the review ourself, but the frigging is very hard sia.
Aiks. I'm just complaining. I just now I'm gonna die.

Right, about the book Have a Little Faith by Mitch Albom.
Frigging nice. It's really all about believe in something even there's no way it's going to happen.
I read till the part which is very nice.

One day, a salesman rang a doorbell of a man.
Salesman: Hi sir, would you like to try our newest product the .....
Man: Sorry, I'm not interested.
Salesman: But it's very good for you sir .....
Man slams the door.
The second day, the salesman came back to the same man and asked him whether he wanted to try his product.
Man: Why are you here? I thought I told you yesterday that I'm never going to try your frigging product. *slams door*
Third day, the same salesman came back to the man. When the man saw the same salesman, he was furious.
Man: I thought I told you I'm not interested. If you keep coming again, I'm gonna call the cops. *spits on the salesman*
Salesman: *takes out his handkerchief and wipped the spit* Oh dear, I think it's going to rain. I've better go get an umbrella.




I thinks it's a good story eh.


"NewsfromtheBoy"
P/S: FAITH!!!

Gonna sleep soon, tomorrow got school.

OMG. I frigging love the shirt below.

Super nice!

Something that I took with my phone. I really don't know my phone can took such pictures.

While walking to sunway today, from taylor's.

Cause I was accompanying my sis to school, then headed down to sunway, again.

I WALKED THERE. Cause I was really pek cek of the frigging bus.

Then saw this amazing green colors.

Right, Cam-whore-kia.

And, I passed my undang!!

YEAH.

And my sis bought me this frigging expensive book.

Thanks yeah.

Have faith is all I need right now.

"NewsfromtheBoy"

Finally settled down to blog.

SIBEH SIBEH a lot of things happened.

It's a good thing eh?

Right,

And the things on my mind are a mess.

Blog later.

=.=

"NewsfromtheBoy"

P/S: why is it so cold in subway, sunway?

=.=

I just felt being left out.


And I'm just saying.






Aiks. Tomorrow got bio quiz.





"NewsfromtheBoy"

I Didn't Know My Own Strength

Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream,
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to,
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart,
I found the light to life
My way out the dark
Found all that I need
Here inside of me
I thought I’d never find my way
I thought I’d never lift that weight
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

There were so many times I
Wondered how I’d get through the night I
Thought took all I could take

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain

It's a nice song eh.

"NewsfromtheBoy"

I hate chinese quiz!!

Can't wait for the party tomorrow!!!
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Aiks. and yet again I feel like shit. =.=

Tons of homework and a chinese quiz on the party day.

WHAT THE HELL?

Today after school gonna bia my social studies project on abortion.

"NewsfromtheBoy"

Frigging frustrated. And I don't know why.

Aiks.

This sucks.

I got tons of homework to catch up on tomorrow morning.

=.=

Nights.

"NewsfromtheBoy"

When you feel like you're on the top of the world.

You should have realize that you have a long way down to fall.

Aiks. Why is life such a pain?

"NewsfromtheBoy"

Right. Just got home from Sunway, again.

Well, at first the plan was to meet my fellow classmates there. But I decided to bring my sis along. So it kinda change the whole plan into Me+Sis Shopping Day. Instead of S2SH outing.

Anyway. Bought the frigging nice shoe that I was aching to buy yesterday.

YEAH!!

The Shoe.

Ah.. The signature emo. XD

Hmm.

Liko:" WHAT!?!??!?!?!?!?"

haha. Actually I was looking for the bus.

Look like some freaking good looking guy.

"NewsfromtheBoy"