I've made the biggest mistake of my life, at least for this 19 years that I'm alive.

I've been eaten up by materialism.

I neglected someone that I because of some bull shit phone bill, which leads to my desire to have the bloody iphone.

Screw the phone, I want you more than I want the bloody phone.

You're way important than that stupid phone.

Money can't buy what we've built. I don't want to put what we did on risk.

I should not have left you when you were in need of me.

I teared, because of my careless behavior.

I'm not trying to make you feel guilty or anything, it's just that I want myself to never ever make this type of mistake anymore.

You're the one that I care about.

"NFTB"
I'm really sorry. :(