First and fore most, I know that I should be sleeping by now, but I can't bare this, I need to write it down.

I want to say that I'm sorry, for being the one stopping our relationship to progress, because of my stupid phone bill, which I don't really know what to do. To me, I know that you're trying very hard to make this relationship work, which it makes me feel worst. I don't know what to do. :S

I only know that I want to love you with all my heart, and hoping that you won't leave me.

I don't wanna go back to before where I didn't have any place to turn to.

"NFTB"

I'm sorry.