Utterly xian, disappointed in myself.

Couldn't think of a better way to describe myself.

Just that, I always thought I was better but it turns up that I'm a very lousy player. :(

I shouldn't have stopped taking flute classes with Mr Foo that time.

One of the thing I regret the most.

Oh well, now with no financial capability, it's all up to me.

"NFTB"