I found out why did I kept complaining that I'm very broke.

Cause I just founded that my salary for last month went to this month and last month's expenses, no wonder I so damn broke.

1 month salary for 2 month to use. Of course broke la, don't even mention the RM270.

LOL.

"NFTB"
All is well.

:D

Sometimes in life you will be forced into something that wasn't you fault, but technically your fault.

It's one of the things that will never be understand by someone who had encountered it.

You really really don't wanna do it, but still you gotta do it.

For the first time in my life, I spend the 1st RM270 on someone else rather than me.

That could have went to my budget to buy my sebago shoes, but instead it went to someone else's pocket.

Oh well, what to do?

Things are fated.

Well, it's quite fated that I met you too. hehe.

But that, I have no regrets or what so ever.

I'm thankful for that.

"NFTB"

oh by the way, Happy Birthday my dear. :D

Made a wrong turn, once or twice

Dug my way out, blood and fire

Bad decisions, that's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated

Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're f*ckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong

Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead

So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game

It's enough! I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer

So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere

They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time

Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel

Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect!

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me...

I miss you, I really do.

I just never thought that I would miss you until this extent.

You only just got on the flight.

Oh well, it's not like I'm never gonna see you again.

hehe

"NFTB"

Can't wait for you to get back.

Things are finally back at where they were.

Thank god.

"NFTB"

Please don't leave me.

I guess it's my fault that we're further apart then before.

I really don't know what to do.

:(

I've made the biggest mistake of my life, at least for this 19 years that I'm alive.

I've been eaten up by materialism.

I neglected someone that I because of some bull shit phone bill, which leads to my desire to have the bloody iphone.

Screw the phone, I want you more than I want the bloody phone.

You're way important than that stupid phone.

Money can't buy what we've built. I don't want to put what we did on risk.

I should not have left you when you were in need of me.

I teared, because of my careless behavior.

I'm not trying to make you feel guilty or anything, it's just that I want myself to never ever make this type of mistake anymore.

You're the one that I care about.

"NFTB"
I'm really sorry. :(