Times like this I refrain myself from going to bed although I am really tired.

I can't help to feel that I am alone (financially), without any help from people around me.

Currently living on a loan that I am gonna repay in the future, and yet I am spending it like it's the money that my parents give.

I think things just go down when the pillar of the family goes.

Oh well, move and improve. No point to whine.

Thank god I am busy for this short holiday.

"NFTB"