I don't know, I wanted to blog more, but I always ended up hopping to other web pages or just stare at this blank page for like 5 minutes, and again, hopping off to other web pages, like facebook or twitter, I guess this makes me the worst blogger ever, no?

I'm just assuming that, but anyway, who's so free to judge me? I mean, like they're like few thousand millions of blogs out there, go judge all you want, I don't even wanna waste my time.

Alright, back to topic.

Well, CNY is here, technically today is the eve already, *damn fast right?*. I'm not feeling any excitement, as there wasn't exactly any excitement to begin with, to me, it's just another holiday, with tons of nice CNY cookies filled with, but this year, I'm no longer following the path of my dad's, I'm going lion dance with my mates. hehe. Well, I always wanted to participate in lion dance in school, but my dad don't approve me of joining, so I ended going back to Johor and eat the hell out of those CNY delicious cookies. LOL!

With all my parent's drama going on, my aunt called, well, she wanted to persuade me into going back for CNY, as it would be the last year of going back to that old kampung house, but to be very frank, I can't stand my dad, but I do love my aunt's, I mean each and everyone of them are always so friendly and hilarious. With us not going back, it kinda proves that my dad is in fact a very lousy dad. hehe.

On the other hand, after coming home from late night mamak yesterday, I realize that sometime things may seems ok in your mind, but after saying it out loud, it's actually not ok, and it's pretty bad. I guess, when you're raised as the way that I'm raised, you no longer need the parent's love and support to guide you through those hard times.

After saying that sentence, I realized that I've no idea what have I became.

I don't know.

The thought of not studying keeps on popping up in my mind, as there're so many problems regarding the matter. aiks.

"NFTB"