And so, I'm at this point, again.

Really don't know which step to take next.

I'm stuck in between, like poop wanting to come out, but can't.

That's how I feel.

I love performing, and yet I have so much to learn.

I know I'll suffer if this is what I choose, but the thing is, between suffering from really hard maths and suffering to perform.

I would choose suffering to perform, well at least the suffering will come to an end with results than just marks.

grrrr.

woof woof.

"NFTB"

If the world ends now.

How nice.