Something struck me when I was on the train last night.

The empty train always gives me a hint of life, or something else.

I thought of Jenny, from Gossip Girl.

Thinking that how much have her changed over the past season, which made me realize how lost I am.

I accept the fact the everyone changes, like everyday, every minute, every second.

With a change of thoughts, we changed.

So, I was thinking to myself.

Through all the things I've been through, what have I become?

Am I changing to the person that I want to be?

Or I've already left the path where I want myself to be.

I really want to know, but how?

"NFTB"