I'm currently in a very pek cek phase, I'm really pek cek about the data that I'm trying to enter which have tons of problems. For god's sake, can people just do their work nicely?

I mean, you're getting paid to work, just work nicely la, what for to simply do your work and make other people suffer.

I've been a temp staff at this office for like 5 months, I'm kinda the office boy here.

Just so you know, I pick up the phone because it's damn effing annoying, ( cause once the phone rings, the whole office bising , damn pekcek), not because it's my job to pick up phone calls. I'm not the receptionist alright?

Just now, someone called and asked for one of the marketing exec, I told the guy that she's not at her place that moment, and the guy ask me whether can he leave a message. I was like wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf. Because I'm dealing with the effing messed up data, which already made me feel really pekcek, you still want me to do something which is not part of my job, if I'm no longer working here I would say NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! then hung up. Idiots.

I really have the urge to tell the guy just now.

"Just so you know, I'm not the receptionist. "

Major xianness.

AHHHH.

You know, I just notice something.

Whenever I try to write a blog, to be a little literature, I always ends up with nothing and just stares at this blank space.

Now I know what am I capable of writing, writing complaints. hehe.

I know I'm a whining kid, but I feel a lot better after writing a blog with typing really loud, it's like you wanna type the hell out of your keyboard.

*ta da*

hehe...

Done rambling.

I'm fine, no worries eh.

I just wanna let this negative energy out, before it turns into a pimple.

Alright, back to work.

"NFTB"

What have I done? I wish I could
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send out a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

I'm a strong believer of fate, because I do believe that things always happen for a reason.

It's either you grab that chance, or it just slips pass you like the blowing wind.

We'll never know what's coming at us, the only thing to do is, get things right and move on forward.

"NFTB"

It's been a long time since I last blogged. I know I should be sleeping now, but the fact is I can't sleep, kept turning round and round. You're the only thing that's on my mind right now, how I wish I can hug you to bed in this lonely evening. Oh man, this sucks.
I'm just typing crap here. Oh well, gotta work tomorrow.
Night.




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I finally felt like blogging, I've been avoiding blogging for quite some time.

Well, my CNY was pretty boring, I mean, I kept working non stop since the first day of CNY, because I went for lion dance.

The thing about lion dance is that I found it's really an once in a life time experience, where I don't think I'll ever participate again, or at least that's what I think now. :P

However, I did met some really awesome friends, exposed to another type of culture of vulgarly language that's used in every sentence, and Hokkien as their first language.

I gotta admit that my Hokkien has improved quite a lot within this few "working" days.

Our celebration dinner is this coming Saturday night, we're having seafood, then off to Sing K. hehe

Really do hope I'll be fully recovered by then, being sick sucks.

As you all know I've got a fever on Vday itself, and since then, I'm not recovered yet!

I mean, I've been drinking twice amount of water that I usually consume, and yet my body temperature kept going up and down. It's actually really annoying when your body temperature kept going up and down, I mean, it's like can you just go up, for a long time and come down, then that's all. Up and down is seriously no fun. =.=

Oh well, I think after a while not being part of something, I think my thinking went a lil downhill.

I'm started to act like a kid again, not trying to imply that I was mature before, but somehow, a few blog post are really really immature. I guess, that's when you're not studying, everything just falls apart.

"NFTB"

Just work a while more, I'm going for uni in July.

I teared on V-Day.

For the 1st time in my life, I teared on V-Day.

It's not because of the gift you gave me, it's just that I too touched by your action and felt that I don't deserve the gift.

I'm sorry, that I'm not a good enough partner, but from this moment on, I will give it my 120% to turn things over.

I love you JC.

"NFTB"

Have it ever occurred to you that, why are you working your ass off to earn money, where some other people are just having the time of their life hanging out with friends, with care free mindset.

I really don't know why, why am I doing this to myself.

Why do I need to work?

I don't get it. :S

"NFTB"

I don't know, I wanted to blog more, but I always ended up hopping to other web pages or just stare at this blank page for like 5 minutes, and again, hopping off to other web pages, like facebook or twitter, I guess this makes me the worst blogger ever, no?

I'm just assuming that, but anyway, who's so free to judge me? I mean, like they're like few thousand millions of blogs out there, go judge all you want, I don't even wanna waste my time.

Alright, back to topic.

Well, CNY is here, technically today is the eve already, *damn fast right?*. I'm not feeling any excitement, as there wasn't exactly any excitement to begin with, to me, it's just another holiday, with tons of nice CNY cookies filled with, but this year, I'm no longer following the path of my dad's, I'm going lion dance with my mates. hehe. Well, I always wanted to participate in lion dance in school, but my dad don't approve me of joining, so I ended going back to Johor and eat the hell out of those CNY delicious cookies. LOL!

With all my parent's drama going on, my aunt called, well, she wanted to persuade me into going back for CNY, as it would be the last year of going back to that old kampung house, but to be very frank, I can't stand my dad, but I do love my aunt's, I mean each and everyone of them are always so friendly and hilarious. With us not going back, it kinda proves that my dad is in fact a very lousy dad. hehe.

On the other hand, after coming home from late night mamak yesterday, I realize that sometime things may seems ok in your mind, but after saying it out loud, it's actually not ok, and it's pretty bad. I guess, when you're raised as the way that I'm raised, you no longer need the parent's love and support to guide you through those hard times.

After saying that sentence, I realized that I've no idea what have I became.

I don't know.

The thought of not studying keeps on popping up in my mind, as there're so many problems regarding the matter. aiks.

"NFTB"